You could filter a lot of those using bing. Also try searching on forums related to death and morgues. You probably could try also on 4chan. There's suicide notes and photos (mostly censored) of the places were the "deletion" happened. I'm sure there's also compilations in other places but you need access to deep web stuff.

You don't know me. I am. Also you skipped the part when I mentioned that failure is too much for some.

Your logic makes no sense. A Handgun can be used for one thing only. A small vehicle don't

Right now I'm unemployed and I know it sucks having no money. Reading your story makes me realise that I'm not doing that bad but also scares me, no wonder I don't have a job or a car, or my own place to live. I just couldn't survive.

Nah, some people just don't have it. And it's not their fault, I'm one of them. We are just too stupid to learn some stuff and can't handle failure, for some it becomes downright dangerous to keep failing.

Like what

I already had locked myself.

There's no proper places here

I mean I don't live there

Fuck if only my rank would be something worth irl